its taking forever to fucing load, and its screwing with my creative process, not to mention the fact that occasionaly the thing im writing will endu p at the BEGINNING of the sentence! fucking ay! but i guess if that is what it takes to get through this chapter painlessly, then ill deal with it. one… fucking… word… at… a… fucking… time… snore…. looks like its starting to wind down a bit… wish me luck folks! oh yeah, caasi’s family dropped by yesterday, il let you all know how tha wen as soon as i get done writing todays part!