Too many #s

#Update time:

Not #much #to #tell, added #more to flesh out the #story, put more of an #emphasis on #Sarah’s #storyarc rather than Morgan’s, because #Divertenti #Della #Amuletto really is about Sarah’s story.

That’s how I wrote it way back when I first #chortled it into a myspace blog, and that’s how I’m focusing it now.

Does it mean that the series will continue on that path?

#Unfortunately, no.

Much like my actual #friendship with Sarah, by the time Sogno Trono rolls around, Morgan and Sarah’s friendship deteriorates by the third #book.

Is it hard for me to get through the first two books without having some #reservations about not altering the overall story so that they remained friends?

Yes, most likely.

The way #everything #twists and #turns, the way friendships #bloom, their #roots spreading outwards and yet at the same time, interweaving back to their #homebase again, that’s what the book series is about.

As an #author, and in some screwed up way, a self historian, I must keep things as they were when the #series was first written, but somehow #enliven it to be something more #powerful.

Is there an overall #message?

Not to my #knowledge, maybe others will find it in their reading. If there is, when this is finally #published and released in its entirety, whatever message #you may think it is, please let me know. Or not, sometimes, the best message is one of #mystery, the #unknown.

I do know this for a #fact:

#Sogno Della #Dinastia is my #Magnum #Opus, I have never #wavered from that fact. I do not #purport it to be some #lifechanging #experience that will bend the minds of all who read it into some higher plain of #existence, nor would I ever think of it as some kind of #religious experience or #hidden #political movement.

There are hidden #truths from a #single #perspective, there are in your face #exaggerations, and some mind numbing #bullshit that you somehow wind up floating through, but by the end of it, you find yourself in a different place than you were before. In #small unknown ways, whatever they might be, in whatever #fashion they show up.

I am #continually #passionate about this, a work of both #love and regret, of forced #personal growth, and god fucking damn it, if this gets big, if this becomes something more than #realistically it’s ever supposed to be, than so be it.

If it remains #small and #unknown, #unread, #unpopular, or unpublicized, so be it.

I do know this: I will have #readit, #editedit, and #engorged myself on the feast of utter #batshit insanity that is the hugeness of the #undertaking I have ventured on, and god fucking damn it, I’m taking a sledge hammer and a stick of dynamite to this titanium #mountain and one day at a time, turning it into a #sandy #beach #paradise.

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