The Used and Abused

1/24/2022

With Temperance upright, you are a calm person, you like to be the peacemaker whenever possible. You are very concerned with personal economic growth, and with this current situation you find yourself in, you’re learning that everything in moderation is much better than an all at once approach. It’s with this mindset that’s led you to be very frugal when it comes to spending. Rather than side with anyone, you tend to take the middle path and keep a lot of things to yourself. With the Eight of Wands in Reverse, you are experiencing frustrations due to the delays in completing a plan you’re currently working on for quite sometime. Travel plans have had to be canceled multiple times because of unexpected road blocks, both self made, and from others getting in the way of your goal. Get your car to a mechanic, to avoid further cancelations and disappointments.

With the Knight of Pentacles Upright, even though you’re very patient, a hard worker, and efficiently methodical when it comes to getting the job done, it sometimes feels like you’re not going anywhere fast.

With the Nin of Pentacles in Reverse, you have an addiction to staying busy, to working, and this addiction to business has caused you no shortage of problems with your own personal finances. You can also be envious of others, often comparing yourself to others, leading to a negative self feedback loop which puts you in a depressive mindset sometimes.

With the Two of swords in reverse, you are currently torn between two options, or people, one of whom you love very much, but there is a distance between you two, and another who is very close, but there is very little attraction, this has led to an emotional block that has affected your decision making in this particular scenario. you’re natural intuition is required in order to sort this out, and in either case, you may have to compromise in order to finally achieve satisfaction.

With the Devil Upright, you are obsessed with a person, almost addicted to imagining various scenarios of pure and excessive pleasure with them, you also seem to have a personal unwanted bondage through materialism and the acquiring of wealth. One of your deeper seeded addictions is through compulsive excessive sexual activity, but its through this that you find one source of pleasure out of many.

With the Ace of Sword Upright, you always have new ideas, with which to hone your mental sharpness, you have an intense level of willpower, and sometimes this hidden well spring of strength can lead you to start unneeded or wanted conflicts. There may also be the need for surgery, either metaphorical, or literal.

With the Star Upright, you’re currently in a process of renewal, of fresh hope, of healing. When this renewal is completed, and the healing of your past finished, all will be calm and clear, and you may even have a new outlook on life. Have faith, and never stop believing in miracles, you may receive unexpected help by a person from your past.

With the Six of Pentacles in Reverse, when asking for help in the past, people have given charity to you with strings attached, this includes underhanded practices when it comes to legal or financial matters, and these people were often selfish, only wishing to satiate their own desires while preying on your addiction to sex, completely ignoring the core reason you asked them for help to begin with. you may also be struggling with debt.

With the high Priestess in reverse, because you’ve been preyed on for so long, your natural insight and intuition has become blocked, causing you to spiral out of control and lose touch with yourself, leading you to keep secrets and not share potentially good news with others who would only try to help you, if you so allowed.

With the Six of Wands in Reverse, you experienced a massive fall from grace, the shame of which that was only compounded further by a recent epic fail, which had you abandoning a project or a cause regretfully. There was a person you’re dealing with who was the source of this betrayal, which left you with a massive lack of confidence.

With Death Upright, this has lead you onto a journey of rediscovering yourself, and you are currently in the process of transforming who you are as a person, almost like a rebirth. You are experiencing a final ending to the past that molded you into the person you were, and experiencing an involuntary change into the person you are to become. This change would’ve occurred naturally, and for you, it’s the end of the previous chapter in your life, and the start of the next one, you are learning to let go of that which no longer works for you, and moving towards that which does

The Marjory Stoneman Douglas Shooting.

Again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
This keeps happening at an ever increasing rate.
Someone decides to commit a school shooting.
They plan it out.
They know the territory.
They arm up, set out, and plan on dying.

And then the bullets start flying. Children die. The police show up. News catches wind. And then the cycle simply continues. 17 teenagers are dead. Seventeen. Seven futures taken away by the selfish and unwarranted aggression by a single, stupid person.

And Congress just sits there, powerless to do anything because the NRA keeps cock blocking them on passing some much needed legislation regarding stricter gun control laws. Maybe it’s time? Maybe this time is the right time to have this very uncomfortable conversation about tightening up laws regarding the sale and use of firearms in America, when clearly, so very clearly, we absolutely need to have this discussion, even in the face of political aggression by the National Rifle Association.

This is no longer about the mentally ill carrying out the attacks, whether or not it was purchased legally or found on the corpse of a crackhead who overdosed. When lives of students, high school students, especially high school students or younger, are put in jeopardy or lost due to gun violence erupting out of no where? This is the time to have that very important discussion about how far the Fifth Amendment can be stretched.

200 years ago, when America was still being settled, and the wilds of our countries citizens were still being very much tamed, yes. Guns were a very much and very necessary part of life for survival. But now? In 2018, when we are at nearly the peak of civilization as we currently know it? No, we don’t need guns in the public’s hands, not in an era of Social Unrest stemmed by a very shifty president. Not when everything and anything can set a person off, not when grudges are held, sometimes till a very real and sometimes fatal occurrence happens because of a video game interaction, not when there have been seven mass shootings in the last month alone.

And most certainly, not on Valentines Day.
A holiday most associated with love, togetherness, the growing positive emotional outburst.

Was this a crime of the heart?
A jilted lover?
A rejected advance?
A former student, theoretically named Nicholas Cruz, for whatever reason, decided to take the lives of 17 students at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School. Why? What was the reasoning? Why is the question, it’s not what he did, it’s not how he did it, we know how he did it, Nicholas got a gun, walked on campus, pulled the fire alarm, took aim, and pulled the trigger.

Last week, a 19 year old fucked a dead girl, broke her legs so she’d fit in a plastic crate, made it look like she ran away, and bragged about it to his friends and co-workers.

The week before that, Logan Paul tasered a dead rat.

Clearly, the spring has been wound too tightly, the tension has grown so much, the storm of madness is slowly leaking out and it’s causing people to lose their damned minds, and commit acts of such insanity, such high levels of cruelty, such deep levels of depravity, that no one knows what exactly to do.

16 dead.
A rat tasered.
A dead girl fucked then folded like a lawn chair.

These are the low points in our countries history, at this moment. It doesn’t matter the political spectrum in which you sit. It doesn’t matter. We need change now, we’ve now breached into a new level of outrageous, when mass shootings aren’t the only things making headlines. Is necrophilia and animal cruelty going to become the new norm now? Are we going to just keep allowing this kind of shit to happen, over and over and over again until it just becomes so much that we’re passed the point of no return?

I love this country, born and raised in the good old United States America, but lately? America is slowly becoming a scary place, a place where anyone can achieve whatever they want. Good, bad, ugly, or just plain insane.

When will change happen?
Who will finally step up to the plate and simply neck snap the mass shooter on live TV to show that enough is enough?
Or rather, the question… it isn’t who….
But Rather when?

Till then… This is just going to happen again…
And again….
And again…
And again…

 

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