Love, love, love

I’m going to unlock a stupid door.
Why’s it stupid?
Because for the longest time I’ve tried shutting it, and there’s no point in trying to resist holding the stupid door shut.
So, let’s talk about love, and just like that, we’re off to the races!

First off, I don’t believe in the societal boundary that love in the workplace won’t work, It’s kind of a dumb thing.
Maybe people just want to fuck and forget?
Maybe they don’t?
Maybe they want something, anything, really something that’ll keep them from losing their damned minds, and love’s pretty much the only thing that’ll do the trick.
Weird thing is, no matter what corporate Earth tries to dangle the sharp stabby stick of “This is my truth, not THE truth” in front of us, we can’t help but be human, and… want to fuck. I mean, c’mon, that’s just human, mammalian nature to want to meet someone that knocks it out of the park for you.
The reason why it’s so weird for me to talk about is because of my history with it. When I’m in love, I’m the happiest, greatest person in the world (Or  it seems that way to me.), when I’m out of it, it’s almost like there’s a part of me missing, almost like a secret shame that I’m not in a relationship.
Also, my self confidence because shit for some reason.
Love is one of those things that can either make or break a person, almost like the reason you’re doing those things, the reason you’re trying to accomplish those tasks, even if they originally were started of your own gumption, while in love, that other person because almost the sole motivating factor.
Is it because we’re trying to impress them?
Or is it just a matter of personal accomplishment, like, “I did this great thing, do you love me more for it?”
It’s kind of strange when you think about it.
Or, at least, it’s strange for me to think about it, almost like I recoil from it, almost.
Well! That’s enough bitching for one post.

The Job search

Ugh… the coffee is stale this time around, but it still works out.

Anyways, yesterday I actualy went outside and went for a walk… And had to do a job search, because reality, and lack of book sale, and blah blah blah. Since I don’t drive, I walked, which is fine, I like the exorcise, but I’m not going to be able to leasurely walk around forever… But it was nice, the weather was cooperating for once and I just needed to get out of the house, do a change of pace. Normally, I’m sitting in front of the laptop, mug of coffee in hand, knocking out a few pages for a few minutes, then going onto my three accounts in Sola.Ai and trying to do something there and figure out the best way to earn some money from that, in addition to not trying to lose my mind from the boring as fuck day to day things.

I sometimes lead a life of repetition and it does drive me crazy from time ot time. Sometimes I can handle it, other times a change of pace is needed and I just need to get the fuck out of the house for a day. Everyone’s like that I guess! I keep forgetting to put exclamation points, but yesterday was like a breath of fresh air, I was feeling great! I like that feeling!


There. A smiley face.

Anyways, so I hit up Denny’s, Haybirds, Buffalo Wild Wings, Jess Ranch Cinemark, Guiseppes, 24 hour fitness, and Best Buy in the course of an hour and a half. Mind you, I’m on foot, so this takes a bit longer. I managed to get some great footage of the Wash, otherwise known as the Mojave River, which is dry as hell about three quarters of the year, and an actual river whenever it decides to rain.

So, I had a crap ton of Resume’s and Business Cards on hand during my little adventure, here’s how it stacked up:

Application: Need to fill out and bring it back.
Resume: Dropped off.
Business card: Dropped off.

Application: Need to fill out and bring back.
Resume: Need to drop off with resume.
Business card: Dropped off.

Buffalo wild wings:
Application: Need to fill out online.
Resume: Dropped off.
Business card: Dropped off.

Best Buy:
Application: Need to fill out online.
Resume: Dropped off.
Business card: Dropped off.

Jess Ranch Cinemark:
Application: Need to fill out online.
Resume: Dropped off.
Business card: Dropped off.

Application: They’ll call me if interested.
Resume: Dropped off.
Business card: Dropped off.

24 hour fitness:
Application: Need to fill out online and print out.
Resume: Drop it off with application.
Business card: Need to drop it off with resume and application.

radda vadda badda nadda fuck.

you know how all thosel ittle annoying commercials mean absolutley shit…if you dont have a job to pay for what there advertising? ticks me off to high heavan. but then how would people that do the advertising make money off of poor smucks like us? easy. the lottery for red necks.or even better yet. the hilton for hillbillys. there could be suchh thingsl ike the “screw your sister saterday luncheon” or the “blow your brother bed in breakfast” or even the “fuck the father french toast.” wierd huh?

another hting that none the less bugs me is the more important issue of the failing econimy. look, its not enrolled in school and screwing around in class. there are no pta meetings regaurding the econimys behavior or if the econimy got into a fight on thursday with little jimmy thomas from down the street. its not working either. so it musta got laid off or something idiotic like that. why do we even treat the econimy like its a living thing? why cant we just say what it is that really bugging us.

we havent used a nuke on anything since hiroshima and were just itching to use one of them bad boys.

i mean come on, its just that simply. we blow something up and then were number one bad assed mother fucking nation in the world…with an econimy that screws around in class and gets into fights with little jimmy thomas. and thats a badass country right there. and probably one really fucked up kid to boot.

it doesnt surprise me in the least that we owe a bunch of money to people that arent around anymore. so why do i still not care? cause mccains going to croak anyday now and obamas going to win this thing… and hopefullt give one hell of a talking to the econimy to see if itll stop beating on jimmy thomas. i dont really know what else to say besides that. im an extremely educated man with around 76% of  the facts right. that means that the other 24% of those facts have been lost to the worlds population due to stupid things being said and or done. DAMN YOU PILLSBURY DOUGH BOY!!!!!

yes you heard right, im going to blame the imaginary person, because thats what the us has done for the past 50 years. blame stupid things on even stupider people.god were stupid. we can throw a man into space, but we cant solve our own differences… much better. had to adjust myself for a second.

its kinda stupid how everything fits together like some wierd midget infested jigsaw puzzle. in fact. thats what we need. a jigsaw like killer…actually make that 100 of the little bastards. plus they need to be dying of cancer, trained at least two apprentices, and have psychotic looking puppets that kinda look like the result of a frog fucking an albino woman. because then and only then, will the usa be tested to see if it values its own life. and the reason i said 100 instead on fifty is because new hampshire needs to get its ass kicked.

more then that, its a defenate message to the american people that if you value your lives, you need to give blood for it….wait a tic, we have something like that!!!! its called a blood drive. and yet blood is wasted again  on the stupid, irresponisible people that make up the majority of americas funniest videos. god bless you bob saget, your a real tribute to the human race. bastard.

reality shows are next on my hit list, because if ever there was a low point in american teleivsion, reality tv would be it. nowhere in the history of the human kind, and since the spanish inquisition, “nobody expects the spanish inquisition! give her the comfy pillow torture!”, has there been such a blatant disregaurd for basic human rights. in fact, reality  shows are in actuality the very essence of the patriot act thats going on in america. we have a bunch of stupid people, inside a house, with microphones and video cameras, competing for a million dollar prize. does that sound like the american dream or what?

now mind you, im all for people doin whatever it takes to make themselves happy. beleive me, its all good. but the fact remains that fox reality channel….is just evil.

now heres what i want the next president to do. im sorry, resident obama to do. GET RID OF THAT DAMNED CHANNEL!

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