The Used and Abused

1/24/2022

With Temperance upright, you are a calm person, you like to be the peacemaker whenever possible. You are very concerned with personal economic growth, and with this current situation you find yourself in, you’re learning that everything in moderation is much better than an all at once approach. It’s with this mindset that’s led you to be very frugal when it comes to spending. Rather than side with anyone, you tend to take the middle path and keep a lot of things to yourself. With the Eight of Wands in Reverse, you are experiencing frustrations due to the delays in completing a plan you’re currently working on for quite sometime. Travel plans have had to be canceled multiple times because of unexpected road blocks, both self made, and from others getting in the way of your goal. Get your car to a mechanic, to avoid further cancelations and disappointments.

With the Knight of Pentacles Upright, even though you’re very patient, a hard worker, and efficiently methodical when it comes to getting the job done, it sometimes feels like you’re not going anywhere fast.

With the Nin of Pentacles in Reverse, you have an addiction to staying busy, to working, and this addiction to business has caused you no shortage of problems with your own personal finances. You can also be envious of others, often comparing yourself to others, leading to a negative self feedback loop which puts you in a depressive mindset sometimes.

With the Two of swords in reverse, you are currently torn between two options, or people, one of whom you love very much, but there is a distance between you two, and another who is very close, but there is very little attraction, this has led to an emotional block that has affected your decision making in this particular scenario. you’re natural intuition is required in order to sort this out, and in either case, you may have to compromise in order to finally achieve satisfaction.

With the Devil Upright, you are obsessed with a person, almost addicted to imagining various scenarios of pure and excessive pleasure with them, you also seem to have a personal unwanted bondage through materialism and the acquiring of wealth. One of your deeper seeded addictions is through compulsive excessive sexual activity, but its through this that you find one source of pleasure out of many.

With the Ace of Sword Upright, you always have new ideas, with which to hone your mental sharpness, you have an intense level of willpower, and sometimes this hidden well spring of strength can lead you to start unneeded or wanted conflicts. There may also be the need for surgery, either metaphorical, or literal.

With the Star Upright, you’re currently in a process of renewal, of fresh hope, of healing. When this renewal is completed, and the healing of your past finished, all will be calm and clear, and you may even have a new outlook on life. Have faith, and never stop believing in miracles, you may receive unexpected help by a person from your past.

With the Six of Pentacles in Reverse, when asking for help in the past, people have given charity to you with strings attached, this includes underhanded practices when it comes to legal or financial matters, and these people were often selfish, only wishing to satiate their own desires while preying on your addiction to sex, completely ignoring the core reason you asked them for help to begin with. you may also be struggling with debt.

With the high Priestess in reverse, because you’ve been preyed on for so long, your natural insight and intuition has become blocked, causing you to spiral out of control and lose touch with yourself, leading you to keep secrets and not share potentially good news with others who would only try to help you, if you so allowed.

With the Six of Wands in Reverse, you experienced a massive fall from grace, the shame of which that was only compounded further by a recent epic fail, which had you abandoning a project or a cause regretfully. There was a person you’re dealing with who was the source of this betrayal, which left you with a massive lack of confidence.

With Death Upright, this has lead you onto a journey of rediscovering yourself, and you are currently in the process of transforming who you are as a person, almost like a rebirth. You are experiencing a final ending to the past that molded you into the person you were, and experiencing an involuntary change into the person you are to become. This change would’ve occurred naturally, and for you, it’s the end of the previous chapter in your life, and the start of the next one, you are learning to let go of that which no longer works for you, and moving towards that which does

ripping hollywood a new one

all that aside, i think the days of our lives should be considered a great break through to prevent blow job cancer. yes blowjob cancer. you heard right, and i write it again, just for the sake of writing the words “blowjob” and “cancer” together in the same sentence. blow job cancer. yes…. i know… take it in for a minute, breathe in… breathe out…. breathe in…and shake it all about. the wonderfull fact about blowjob cancer is that blowjob cancer can come from any one. yes even you fox news channel, the bush administration, and jay lenos chinny chin chin. god i have never written the word blowjob cancer so manytimes. but just to piss the masses off here we go! jenny gave blowjob cancer to kieth richards, who then gave blow job cancer to sarah, who gave blowjob cancer to smith and then gave it to weston who in turn gave it to jenny craig, who gave it to the leage of lazy fat people of america, who gave blowjob cancer to jenna jameson, who gave blowjob cancer to the colledge kids addicted to porn. and among those few lucky people smart enough to get blowjob cancer. they get handjob cancer. HA! and double HA!

or something close to the ramification, where all you see is john walshes head peering out from mr. rogers ear. and john walsh? he scares every one. to death. AND BEYOND! look folks, todays been really freaking traumatic for me, mainly cause ive been put through the ringer emotionally, doesnt mean i cant rip up a few good jokes everynow and then right?

where the hell to start? first off theres the ever important idiot fest known as the oscars, as i stated in a previos blog, ive got less regard for the sick psychological thriller known as the awards cerimony then i do for the upcoming or already cursing theatres everywhere movie musical about high school. god damn it! i hate it to death! and no…. if they follow this up with a new series called colledge musical, i will literally¬† go to every movie theatre and destroy there copies of the movie. i reaaaaallllly dont care for the series, and i could care less and less for its feel good movie of the year. hell when i was in highschool, i still didnt like going to see musicals. of course, then came phantom of the opera.

and thats the only musical ill ever watch, and be man enough to cry about it.

and of course, we got the econimy to worry about. oh my fucking god, the damned econimy. fuck it, i wrote my ass off about it yesterday or the day before, im not going off on it again. but i want to get across one thing. no i was not put through an emotional ringer. that was keanu reeves. and hes got the emotional range of a tree stump. cause thats where all his acting talent comes from. the earth. he will steal the planets life force in order to get him a nomination for a little golden plastic man! hes…. sephiroth! instead of a giant sword, hell use a giant something else. stephen colberts ego. ha! fooled you again didnt i?

foks, let me tell you something here. it feels good to be bad and bad to be kermit the frog. he has no balls. the puppet has no balls andl et me tell you something else folks, his life force, the one yoda crammed down his little froggy throat, it will not die anytime soon. and the tvs frank show will see to that as the will of god. why did i compare the iwll of god to a great shows lousy character?  BECAUSE I COULD! MWA HA HA HA HA!

all that aside, i think the days of our lives should be considered a great break through to prevent blow job cancer. yes blowjob cancer. you heard right, and i write it again, just for the sake of writing the words “blowjob” and “cancer” together in the same sentence. blow job cancer. yes…. i know… take it in for a minute, breathe in… breathe out…. breathe in…and shake it all about. the wonderfull fact about blowjob cancer is that blowjob cancer can come from any one. yes even you fox news channel, the bush administration, and jay lenos chinny chin chin. god i have never written the word blowjob cancer so manytimes. but just to piss the masses off here we go! jenny gave blowjob cancer to kieth richards, who then gave blow job cancer to sarah, who gave blowjob cancer to smith and then gave it to weston who in turn gave it to jenny craig, who gave it to the leage of lazy fat people of america, who gave blowjob cancer to jenna jameson, who gave blowjob cancer to the colledge kids addicted to porn. and among those few lucky people smart enough to get blowjob cancer. they get handjob cancer. HA! and double HA!

that should satisfy the need to say the words blowjob and cancer too many times, and enough to make me sick. god im getting a bit depressed again… i hate this! i fucking hate it! first im hyper, then im depressed. then im a bunch of different moods….. HATE IT A LOT!!!!!!!

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